Sometimes the most unlikely of circumstances changes, what's meant to be. but maybe that means it wasn't meant to be, and god's just doing the craziest things to keep you guys apart, it's weird how life works yenno ?

Back to normal ole me here, no more stuipid philosophy shit like, fuck I was watching Desperate Housewives ( AS USUAL ) and fuck man, Tom and Lynette are so fucking cute fucking breaks my heart.

Anywyas so this weeekend was sort of a success but I had this dream which pissed me off, yeah that happens shut up. Is it stupid to get worked up by something that doesn't really exist and by words that weren't said ? I THINK SO. Because it depicts my innnnner most feelings, ( yeah shut up, I have feelings ) and maybe lets me know what I know deep down and sometimes it hurts to realize it OR maybe I'm psychic and just foretelling something thats gonna happen anyways. Anyways I also realize people are douches sometimes honestly, it's stupid and pointless and SO ARE YOU. Get over yourself, I dont care ! To top it off, homework = the hugest burden in the world and it's not getting any lighter ! So, I decided instead of atually doing homework that I should just complain about it woohoo !! thats my fav, as you can tell if you know me at all.

In happpier news, its my sisters 8th birthday WOOOOT! , parrty hard youngin' lawls, its so cute cause she was playing twister with 3 of her friends and she runs up to me and goes, ' BEST BIRTHDAY EVER, ' I fucking miss those days so much, she doesn't know how lucky she is. It's depressing to know that in 6 or 7 years she's probably gonna be drinking and smoking up. Not being all gay but that's just a reality check and it sucks, time flies LIVEEE YO LIFE CHILDREEN.

THE SAD TRUTH :

My 6th Birthday...


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My 15th Birthday...



Time flies and people change, and sometimes we don't even know it.