Taurus: You've been missing someone, but are afraid to reach out. Today you will learn that they've been thinking about you a lot, too..

Maybe it ain't a good idea at all, who knows.

I was gonna blog, but my life is boraaang pce.

Hey boy, I'm ready to play whenever you are, oh and don't forget I'm kind of a veteran, so put on your game face because you can't play me when I already know the game prettty damn well ;)

CHRISTMAS WISH LIST :
- digitaaaal camera, because errrry girl is a cam whore, don't lie ;)
- on the same note, a webcam + mic too !
- black juicy suit
- boots, maybe rain boots !
- coach mini skinny
- make up
- clothes, in general
- jeans
- scarves + mittens
- books / gift card to chapters
- movies / tv sets
- money !

Taurus: At this time you have important discussions with people you are (or once were very close to). You may wish to visit, email, or make a telephone call to someone from your past. Connecting with your past is the feeling now, with an emphasis on seeing the past objectively. Memories and old feelings surface very clearly now. Maybe time to clear up some old issues so you can move on with an open mind.

Oh horoscopes !

schoool :(

Fuck, honestly I've never been so disappointed in myself, but nothing to cry over. First of all, I totally skipped all day that's right folks not one or two blocks but all 4 greaaat !! I woke up at 9:30 and was all free block but no way I'll sleep past 12, next time I woke up it was friggin' 2, round of applause !!! It's like the millionth gym class I've missed, AND foods, both classes = automatic A's if you show up..OHHHH WAIT. Fuck me. Also, I'm so behind in school, what has gotten into me, like seriously, like this blog isn't helping either aka TIME WASTER, but I have too much fun to stop lawls, anyways I have to go or else my intervention will equal fail, update betttter tomrrow bye !!

Taurus: Tick tock, tick tock. That clock is winding down, and you've got to get something done. Get to it!

Sometimes they couldn't be anymore right !! busy weeek ,
peace & loveeee ♥

INTERVENTION :
Sleep before 1
Computer off @ 12
NO DRINKING THIS WEEK
Do all your homework
Attend all your classes
No lates
Home @ 6 on school nights
Home @ 2am weekends

=( !

Sometimes the most unlikely of circumstances changes, what's meant to be. but maybe that means it wasn't meant to be, and god's just doing the craziest things to keep you guys apart, it's weird how life works yenno ?

Back to normal ole me here, no more stuipid philosophy shit like, fuck I was watching Desperate Housewives ( AS USUAL ) and fuck man, Tom and Lynette are so fucking cute fucking breaks my heart.

Anywyas so this weeekend was sort of a success but I had this dream which pissed me off, yeah that happens shut up. Is it stupid to get worked up by something that doesn't really exist and by words that weren't said ? I THINK SO. Because it depicts my innnnner most feelings, ( yeah shut up, I have feelings ) and maybe lets me know what I know deep down and sometimes it hurts to realize it OR maybe I'm psychic and just foretelling something thats gonna happen anyways. Anyways I also realize people are douches sometimes honestly, it's stupid and pointless and SO ARE YOU. Get over yourself, I dont care ! To top it off, homework = the hugest burden in the world and it's not getting any lighter ! So, I decided instead of atually doing homework that I should just complain about it woohoo !! thats my fav, as you can tell if you know me at all.

In happpier news, its my sisters 8th birthday WOOOOT! , parrty hard youngin' lawls, its so cute cause she was playing twister with 3 of her friends and she runs up to me and goes, ' BEST BIRTHDAY EVER, ' I fucking miss those days so much, she doesn't know how lucky she is. It's depressing to know that in 6 or 7 years she's probably gonna be drinking and smoking up. Not being all gay but that's just a reality check and it sucks, time flies LIVEEE YO LIFE CHILDREEN.

THE SAD TRUTH :

My 6th Birthday...


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My 15th Birthday...



Time flies and people change, and sometimes we don't even know it.

fun times,

Tehehe last night = quite a success hahahaha. Went to Francine's super duper late cause we had to wait for everybody !! Had a baaaaaaad phone call from an asssshole straight up. Like don't eff around, seriously, you of ALL people in the world. Anyways, had a smal altercation but whatevsss nothing to do with me. Then went up, chilled and ate ice cream HAHAHAHA, don't ask. Had a little too much too drink and then fell asleep :(:(:(:(:( with moti's jacket caue I was so cold, then bff woke me up and my gf drove me home and I fell =( !! fuck my life. Then got a bunch of rando phone calls then had the trippiest dream ever, maybe it's tryna tell me something!! weirddd anyways. Woke up and quit my job , yeap, that's right after talking about it for months and months, I QUIT ! fuck probably gonna be brokeass but it's worth it, I need change !

Anyways Pics & Videos to come later today, ;)

Quote of the day : I got over livin' without you,

school = FAIL

School sucks, lawls. Atleast it's fun. So I went to first block and I thought I was gonna kill myself, I was so tired. I could barely stay awake =(. So, I called Raymond and luckily he wasn't at school so we made a deal that we would only skip second block. So I got there fell asleep, and time passed by so quickly !! Then he woke me up to go to third block but I had a dream about Sonic the Hedgehog, and I wanted to get back to it and Raymond didn't feel like sucking Mr.Wells' cock so we were like fuck it ! hahahaha gg.

So we just lie there and discussed his grandma!! ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

Then we went to school because he had hockey, and he bought me chips :) wooohoo! Then got kidnapped to go pho and was sosososososossoso close to skipping english because going in late = hellaz embarassing, but I sucked it up and went cause me = goood girl. OH, I was supposed to go to work but instead I didnt cause yeah.. hahahah instead I went home and took the best nap of my life until SOMEONE woke me up, fucking hate you ! :( anywyas post more later, must go get ready !

In other news, I can play your game, lets do this,

Quote of the day : people don't change, don't expect it,

11.14.08

Tehehe. My life is really boring, but vx doesn't work so I totally thought why not right ?!Anyways today I went to school late,but since I'm genius I got away with it anyways ! yay me ! Second block went to eat with Chriz, for like 17 hours, lawls then David came and had a pretty amamazing talk HAHAHHAHAHAHA, I'm amazing at vietnamese eh? He likes to eat babies no lie. =D Anyways then met up with Vicky and Chantelle for bit, SAW NICO, missed him so much ! Then went to work, got bullied :( but got to go home early, WOOHOO ! but got ditched by jerkasshole with ugly hair !! HAHAHHAH then talked to tracey, did a bit of my homework and broke my facebook vow but you can't say I didn't try !
yeah I'm loser ! but I can't help it. Without facebook or vx, my life = SO POINTLESS.

In other news, life's hard eh? It does this to me often, but I know what I want now, for sure.

Quote of the day : ' you can't fight fate.'